This post was written because of the “True Life Tuesday: Blog with us today” proposed by Wegohealth Blog. I could not do it on Tuesday. But, It’s here!
You think you know but you have no idea what is living with dystonia since childhood. You have no idea what it means to live with W.C. (Writer’s Cramp) since my childhood.
You think you understand, but you have no idea what it is to live and study without being able to write.
You have not idea what it means to work to sustain yourself even with this disease.
No one has idea of the effort that I do to make things living with dystonia. No one knows the size of loneliness which is living with a disability.
You think you understand, but have no idea of the feelings of sadness, social phobia and anxiety that is related to the person who lives with writer’s cramp.
You can understand what it is to have a physical disability, but has no idea what is prejudice and amazement that people do when witnessing what is different. Nobody has any idea what is at all times be explaining what is happening to everybody; why my hands are crippled, why I can not write or type, why I can not get the cutlery usually…
You have no idea how annoying it is to live with a disease that has no cure and you can not do much to improve or stabilize this neurological limitation.
Anyway, you think you know but have no idea on the size of the despair that sometimes I feel because I want to write or type normally, but I do not.